Time to be a Man

1. Time to take some responsibility.

        I have now grown enough to become a salaried person and am responsible to earn money for my parents and get the daily necessities. However, growing up and getting a job does not mean that you are now responsible, nor does it mean that you are taking responsibility. It just means that you are doing what is expected of you, whether you like it or not. This is not something I usually feel however, that is the reality. For someone who hates taking responsibility, this is something which I had to steel my resolves in order to go forward with it.

        You might be thinking what on earth is this guy talking about. At one point he says that he is doing this for his family and on the other hand he is saying that he is doing this forcefully. And that is true, I am someone who is driven by materialistic rewards and only because I can make necessary achievements such as purchasing a proper gaming rig, playing desired games, watching favorite shows, riding my favorite vehicles and other such things. But if I am given the chance, I would be more than happy to just lay back, relax and enjoy all the fortunes.

        That said... life is kinda crazy and super unfair. Sure there are ups as well.... but for someone who is from a middle class family, there is not much once can do but to struggle and fight on. Pushing forward each and everyday. I know this was a super random post after years of this blog not being of any use. However, while I was thinking back after resigning from my job.... I just came to a sad realization, until some miracle happen (which usually never happens) This life is all about struggle and pushing forward till you break.

        I will try and post more and more at least in the time I am jobless. Hope this is something which the people can find even if this is never going to be shared anywhere... at least I think I will not be sharing this.

        Until next time....